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she should talk

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 07:45:21 -0400

i dont understand how i find it when i expect nothing

yet when i make the honest effort to be the man she wants/needs

i find that someone else has her elegantly and completely around his finger

maybe i need to stop handing fucks out like they matter…

no fucks shall be given by my unfortunately fortunate heart

but logically (in my life) this means something is sure to come along

should i be expectant?

no fucking fuck, i hate this waiting around bullshit.

another night

Fri, 17 Feb 2012 04:47:41 -0500

With all of this I know now
Everything inside of my head
It all just goes to show how
Nothing I know changes me at all
Again I waited for this to change instead
To tear the world in two
Another night with her
But I’m always wanting you

use me.

With all of this I feel now
Everything inside of my heart
It all just seems to be how
Nothing I feel pulls at me at all
Again I waited for this to pull apart
To break my time in two
Another night with her
But I’m always wanting you

use me.

She’s all I need
She’s all I dream
She’s all I’m always wanting
She’s all I need
She’s all I dream
She’s all I’m always wanting you
I’m always wanting you
I’m always wanting you

please use me.

She’s all I need
She’s all I dream
She’s all I’m always wanting
She’s all I need
She’s all I dream
She’s all I’m always wanting you

And all again I wait for this
To fill a whole, to shake the sky in two
Another night with her
I’m always wanting you
Another night with her
But I’m always wanting you

come on and use me holly, but i’m always wanting…

it’s blink, but i feel its appropriate.
i want her but i feel it will not happen.

god fucking damnit. this sucks.

Photo

Thu, 09 Feb 2012 13:43:33 -0500

shandennsays: for always reblog. i wish i was holding hands...

Mon, 06 Feb 2012 02:13:01 -0500

shandennsays:

for always reblog.

i wish i was holding hands with someone. god i hope i get it. i hope i get it!

this makes me feel a little happier.

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:32:56 -0500

this makes me feel a little happier.

confusion

Thu, 26 Jan 2012 02:12:40 -0500

i invest too much in things i’m not sure about and i always get myself to stop, but it never seems to last very long. i’ve let go of so much for so long, i hope this doesn’t stop hurting.

fucking hell.

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 06:35:15 -0500

fucking hell.

not fair.

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 05:55:44 -0500

goddamnit allen… god fucking damnit.

HA

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 13:18:17 -0500

what to do

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 05:14:00 -0500

i don’t know how to interact with girls when i want to be with them.

Photo

Mon, 26 Dec 2011 22:37:00 -0500

i should complain more… my parents water heater broke. i...

Mon, 26 Dec 2011 02:23:54 -0500

i should complain more… my parents water heater broke. i discovered this after getting home from the bar tonight (christmas night) and we had to wake my dad up to turn it off because i didn’t know where the nozzle was located. fucking fuck man, i just wanted to come home and drink the some whiskey, now everyone is up eating cheese and i barely snuck my whiskey into my dr p. atleast i got a magic bullet and a new pair of chucks for christmas. happy holidays, assholes.

losing who we were...

Fri, 23 Dec 2011 06:54:24 -0500

back to where we started…
who knows where that was?

some people.

beard envy. i was an 1/8th there gandalf… I SWEAR!!!!!!

Thu, 22 Dec 2011 04:49:22 -0500

beard envy. i was an 1/8th there gandalf… I SWEAR!!!!!!

kitteh & computers

Mon, 19 Dec 2011 16:28:37 -0500

its funny how this cat watches everything i do on my two computer monitors with such intense focus, but really he has no idea what is going on. most of the time he is just trying to attack my cursor. for example, right now he is watching as this text is appearing on the screen. he keeps looking back at me like “what is this shit?” but i have no answer for him. a nice rub under the chin helps him forget all about these magical screens.

i admit its limitless entertainment making his head dart from one side of the screen to another ahahaha

if only there were a sign to lead me to it

Mon, 19 Dec 2011 15:45:00 -0500

if only there were a sign to lead me to it

PROTEIGON (must watch stop motion)

Sat, 17 Dec 2011 22:01:22 -0500

PROTEIGON (must watch stop motion)

YEAH! got this from melaphantasticthere’s a lot of good...

Sat, 17 Dec 2011 20:22:29 -0500

YEAH! got this from melaphantastic
there’s a lot of good drawings/animations on her blog

REALLY ROUGH first photoshop painting. no idea how long i spent...

Sat, 17 Dec 2011 20:07:58 -0500

REALLY ROUGH first photoshop painting. no idea how long i spent on it, maybe an hour?

shandennsays: hattiewatson: Clutz, Lovely, Beautiful (they...

Sat, 17 Dec 2011 18:58:59 -0500

shandennsays:

hattiewatson:

Clutz, Lovely, Beautiful (they were all below the other :/)

missjasic:

oliviaarden:

nastygall:

Rebel, Funny, Bad

bad, funny, broken

Bad, Funny, Whore.

i shit you not, first three words i saw were: fat, beautiful, but…

fat frail sap… fuck